So Sorry

Paralysing self doubt.

Too much happening.

Starting Now

So stressed.

Look.

"scrub away all these thoughts I think of you"

No More Words

Feeling strangely peaceful today. Spent last night drink large quantities of Pimms and hanging out. A good way to end 3 days of far too much working. 

It's been far too long. And I still haven't written all about Stockholm, but I will, when things are less crazy and I have time to actually process my thoughts instead of feeling like I should be working constantly. 

It's interesting though, I've been noticing over the last few weeks that I don't need the internet as much as I used to. It's not an integral part of my day, I don't need to check Facebook when I get home if I'm too tired and just want to go to sleep. Which is great. In a sort of "I was a massive dependent loser" kind of way. 

Amazing things have happened. I went to Clare May Ball and saw Feeder. For the first time. Despite having liked them since I was 13. It was unbelievable, and I think I was probably the most excited I've ever been. Like more excited than any of the times I've seen Nada Surf. I didn't even know I could be that excited. Wow. 

Feel like I should be stressed, but I'm just not. I'm quiet and content and in a minute I'm going to go and make blueberry muffins. 

Reading 1984. Starting Infinite Jest on Monday, or before if I finish 1984 sooner than that. I like reading at the moment. Just wish I could find more time to do it. 

I'll write about Stockholm and all the other stuff that's happened recently soon. When I've got more time. So for now.

bai.x.

I'm in the business of loving you til you choke

Zero

Today it's all about Malcolm Middleton, democracy and not working. 

Somehow I've lost the panic that used to drive me to do my essays. Not good. 

Feeling pretty democratic after voting this evening. 

I'm listening to the 3 or 4 tracks off Malcolm Middleton's new album Waxing Gibbous that are up on his myspace over and over. Tomorrow I intend to go out and buy the album. I think this will be the first album in a while that I haven't downloaded before buying. But judging on those few tracks, it'll be worth the money. 

bai.x.

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Stockholm = awesome. Post about that coming soon.

Essay to do *frown*

Bought a pretty dress today. It is pretty and red. 

Feeling a bit stressed out about the whole political situation. Ousting Gordie from power? Somehow it feels inevitable that David will be Prime Minister within the next year. Do not want. Not only are his economic ideas ridiculous, but now he's making friends with crazy conservatives in Poland who think homosexuality is a "pathology". Uh. Yeah. Okay...

Don't know whether to waste my vote on Labour tomorrow. Somehow I'd rather show support for a sinking government than anyone else. 

I hope it's like Chris says it'll be, and that we'll have a couple of Cameron years, and then Labour will get itself back together and everyone will vote for them again. Can only hope.

I'm pretty glad Jacqui Smith's gone though. Never really liked her.

Should be planning my essay. Ho hum. 

So much to do, so little time. 

bai.x.