Sunday, 27 December 2009

Maybe Lately

I've spent the last few days watching most of the first season of the West Wing. It is amazing. Like my new favourite TV series. Better than CSI? Quite possibly.

Other than that, a lot of Christmas-ing has been going on. Got some cool stuff, such as a ukulele. A dark purple one. Oh yes. I'm learning to play it now, it's kind of difficult because I keep going to play guitar chords, and then realising it only has 4 strings.

Today I went to see Avatar - in 2D, because I don't think I could cope with 3D. It was really good, but I kept thinking that the Na'vi were a lot like the American Indians. Killed because they were in the way of something white people wanted but didn't need. Except (not to ruin the ending, but it's pretty obvious how it ends anyway) this time the supposedly "lesser race" won. Is it strange that films have to try and teach us to respect other peoples way of life?

A few months ago I read this book called 'Ishmael' which was about how our people basically have purged the earth of all its resources out of unnecessary greed, and that if we lived how people we considered 'primitive', just taking what we needed, letting nature take its course, then the world wouldn't be on the edge of death, and we wouldn't need to find alternative ways to feed our greed. It actually made a very reasonable point, and put me in a strange state of mind, like you never see things from that kind of point of view. But despite the valid point the book makes, it would be hopeless trying to implement a reversal of everything we've built - or at least slowing the growth. We will always produce food surplus to requirement, there will probably always be people having children they can't afford to feed because they are impoverished, and we will continue to destroy our world piece by piece.

We slaughter what is in our way, and when it still refuses to move, we wipe it out. That's a sad way of living. But it's exactly how Avatar paints us. And by the end I felt disgusted by those men who wouldn't give up until the Na'vi were out of the way - dead or alive. And whilst I personally wouldn't be one of those people - I am unquestionably a member of that race. It's sad that in both fiction and reality we have little respect for other cultures, for people who live their lives differently to us.

hmm.

Wednesday, 16 December 2009

Sleep

Times keep changing. And i can't decide what to do. Am i destined to keep going round in circles? There has to be a time when i realise i can't fix this, and so just go back to what i know.

I wish someone else could make my life decisions for me.

Monday, 14 December 2009

Fireworks

Life feels kinda empty right now.

Today I took pictures of dewdrops, listened to Kate Walsh, read Anna Karenina, started watching Magnolia, and started doing work on evangelism and slavery. Cool.


Maybe I'll make gingerbread men tomorrow. Or a gingerbread house.

Yeah.

bai.x


Tuesday, 8 December 2009

Spitting Games

What do you do when you come across someone from your past you thought had disappeared?

Do you try finding out if they remember you?

Or do you let them stay in the past, in case they're not who you remember them as?


Halp.

Friday, 4 December 2009

I Don't Care What You Call Me

I love David Ford.

I forgot how wonderfully miserable he was.

Today has been a day of strange flashbacks.

Thursday, 3 December 2009

Are You Ten Years Ago?

My albums of the decade list. This may or may not be somewhat coloured by what I've been listening to recently. I may revise it at new year. They aren't in a massively specific order after the top 10.

here goes:

1. Death Cab for Cutie - Transatlanticism
2. Nada Surf - Let Go
3. Doves - The Last Broadcast
4. The Decemberists - The Crane Wife
5. Jenny Owen Youngs - Batten the Hatches
6. The Shins - Oh! Inverted World
7. Tegan and Sara - The Con
8. Damien Rice - O
9. The Arcade Fire - Funeral
10. Feeder - Comfort in Sound
11. Los Campesinos! - Hold on now Youngster
12. Muse - Origin of Symmetry
13. Sufjan Stevens - Illinois
14. Franz Ferdinand - Franz Ferdinand
15. Frightened Rabbit - The Midnight Organ Fight
16. Frank Turner - Sleep is for the Week
17. The National - Boxer
18. Red Hot Chili Peppers - Californication
19. Regina Spektor - Soviet Kitsch
20. Michelle Branch - The Spirit Room
21. Peter Broderick - Home
22. Elbow - The Seldom Seen Kid
23. The Dears - Gang of Losers
24. The Cinematic Orchestra - Ma Fleur
25. Woodpigeon - Treasury Library Canada
26. Tokyo Police Club - Elephant Shell
27. Ra Ra Riot - The Rhumb Line
28. Miracle Fortress - Five Roses
29. The Long Winters - Putting the Days to Bed
30. Johnny Foreigner - Waited Up Til It Was Light
31. Headlights - Kill Them With Kindness
32. Maritime - We the Vehicles
33. Laura Veirs - Saltbreakers
34. The Helio Sequence - Keep Your Eyes Ahead
35. David Ford - I Sincerely Apologise For All The Trouble I've Caused


I feel like I could keep going for a lot longer. I didn't really want to duplicate bands, hence awesome albums such as Narrow Stairs not being on the list. It was originally only 30, and then I just looked over at my CD rack and was like "ohhh but what about that..."

It's weird to think that those are the albums that have shaped the most formative years of my life. Particularly coming back to the Last Broadcast which was what started me on indie music in the first place. There should probably be embarrassing stuff on there as well, like S Club 7, but...maybe not.

Year End list to come soon.


Tuesday, 1 December 2009

Crazy World

Hello.

Got a lot of time. Implementing proper work plans so I get it done. Timetabling my days etc.

I've started doing this. It will be fun. Sort of. If I remember to keep doing it.

Thinking about compiling my 'top' lists of this year, and also the decade. I think I'm going to have to have a top 30 or 40 for albums of the decade.

Not much else is happening.

bai.x.