In general though, things are alright, apart from the too much alcohol, which is making me want to stop drinking for a little while and eat lots of vegetables and do lots of exercise. But the problem is that drinking is what we do to socialise, and I seem to be quite sociable at the moment.
But yeah. I think the general point of this was to say that this morning I played a bunch of my old songs for the first time in ages, and it was really good, like I actually felt better after sitting down for half an hour and just playing and singing. And yeah, it's not like I'll ever play in front of anyone again, but that never meant that I had to stop playing. I don't think I realised that.
Weather is funny today. Lots of rain and then sun. I'm hoping for a rainbow, but I haven't spotted one yet. Been using my camera more, took some butterfly pictures yesterday. The more I do it the more I think, am I going to end up with a career in photography? I was saying to Julian the other day maybe I'll do that and then as my mid-life crisis thing I'll open a bakery and make amazing brownies and cupcakes and stuff and it'll be great. But that's 30 years away. Oh god. I'll be 50 then. Ew.
Anyway, I better get on with some work now. Already feeling out of my depth with it a little bit. But at least in a couple of months time I'll be studying a 60 year period instead of like, a few centuries, and there will be no modernism or postmodernism involved. This makes me happy. Srsly.
bai.x.
P.S. Telekinesis is actually amazing. I haven't stopped listening to his album all week. Have to wait until it comes out here in August before I buy it though, don't really want to pay to have it shipped from America.
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