Heroes & Thieves

Evening. 

I suddenly remembered I need to update. 

I would rather be doing this than writing about Carol Ann Duffy or Mozart anyway. 

Pictures today are: me looking happy, and Kizzi running at me (violently) with a pencil. 

I'm really tired. I managed not to wake up around 6 today, instead I woke up around 7... and that was probably only because I didn't go to sleep until after midnight. 

Suddenly I feel like I have so much to think about. It's weird. Trying to write music, thinking about the future, whether it's worth trying for anything, because I have no idea what I'll be doing in 6 months. 

I really want to drink some tea. But I shouldn't, cos then I will re-wake from my tiredness. I might just go to bed once I've finished doing this. I think I'll leave Duffy and Mozart for panic writing tomorrow. I'm really going to fail this. I can't decide whether to go to my tutorial this week - I said last week I would, because I haven't been to the last 2 weeks which is BAD - but I'm worrying about the fact that I haven't finished this assessment, and really I need to post it on Thursday, which basically gives me an hour and a half to finish it, plus any time I can possibly scrape together at work tomorrow and Thursday. 

See, this is why I need to work less, so I can actually go to tutorials without a) feeling like I'm way behind or b) panicking about failing. 

Gaaaaaaahhhhh. Onwards and upwards. I am going to see Rogue Wave in May!! Woop woop! Truly excited, my two current favourite bands within 4 days of each other - it will be brilliant. And Latitude tickets go on sale soon - which will be equally good... well, providing the line-up doesn't suck. Damn them withholding it. Have to wait 8 days. Meh. 

Anything else? Not really. I feel like I need to make decisions that don't need to be made because it hasn't come up yet, but I feel like I need to be prepared in case it does. How confusing. 

Fuck it, I've just remembered I have to buy a damn megarider tomorrow. Trip to the bank and miss the bus in the morning. Hurrah.

"And it's breaking" 

x

(Title is Vanessa Carlton)